Stole this from Lanie's Livejournal.

Yep, that's pretty much me. And I think it's a good thing.

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

I just wanted to write something here, since I hadn't for almost two years. Time is passing far too quickly for my taste. When I was fifteen, I couldn't wait until I was twenty-one. When I was twenty-one, life was pretty damn perfect. Now I am twenty-five, and honestly 25 kind of sucks. Twenty-five isn't at all old, I just don't feel young anymore. Scratch that, I've never felt young. So I guess everything is the same, and while that isn't great. It's not bad either.

Yay me, I wrote something here! See ya in another two years when I start bitching about how 27 is far too close to thirty.


"Stick a fork in yourself, I know I am done!"

Marsha the Mighty

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You are 19% geek

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I have not written in forever. And that is fate's cruel way of letting me know that I have no life! Fate sucks. Nothing major has been going on. I am behind on some things, and not as behind on others. I think I might be depressed about something, but I don't know what. I'm sure it'll come to me. I've been in a writing cinder block (yes I know I'm clever) I've also been making a lot of jewelry... So at least I've been doing something.

It just hit me. I miss my mommy. Hmm...

Back to randomness.

My jewelry is cheap, but I like cheap so I don't mind it at all. Just plastic and glass beads, hemp, elastic string, a lighter and my creativity... Honestly it's a kickass combination. (All Lies) Ah, it's fun and it keeps me sane. What more can I say?

Nothing...

Marsha

Okay,

So I've been working on my site, and changed it a little, not actually enough to make you go Wow, but just barely enough to feel like at least I've done something... Why? Because doing more would actually be productive. And we don't want that. Not one bit. I am proud of the little work I did do, and you cannot take that away from me.

What else... Nothing, I still have tons of stuff to do, and someday I might actually get a chance to sit down and write... Right, like when hell freezes over, so get your coats ready. On the other hand, you know, the other one... All the writing that I have managed to complete I've been very proud of. So Yay Me...

Anything else?

Other coolness? My Sister is starting to write a book! Let's see if she finishes her before I finish mine... Wait! I'm writing a book? Once upon a time, yes, it's still in the works... Along with my screenplay... and my joint novel with A.R.

Why am I doing all this again? Thats right... I DO have too much free time on my hands.

Life is Life... Duh

Marsha

I am so sick. You have no idea. Coughing all day. I'm pretty sure I coughed up my cervix. ACK! I just want to sleep for 19.3 hours. I'll feel better after that, I just know it. My nose is stuffed so I sufficage myself when I try to eat. FUN! So I am fasting until further notice. Which will make me bitchy and my family crazy... Take a deep breath and drink plenty of green tea. If I survive, I should feel like Marsha in a couple of days. YAY.

Nothing else has been going on. I am way behind on my writting, and it's starting to piss me off. Oh well. What can you do?
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Exactly.

Saturday, November 29th, 2003
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11:45 pm - What the hell is going on here, Mister?
Like always it's been a long time since my last post-thingy. But this time I have a really good excuse. My computer died. Yes, it's completed quacked. The power source went out and it took my motherboard with it. Now, I am no tech expert, but I still knew this was bad. And it left me stranded without a computer for too damn long! And now I am back... much poorer and less happy... It's one of lifes little pitfalls, I guess. Other than that, I have nothing more to add... Shocked? You shouldn't be.

"It's Always about me isn't it! Wait, is that right?"

~MarshaBaby

current mood: awake
current music: None right now.
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Monday, October 6th, 2003
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9:07 pm - Who's House? Runs House...
Hmm. While I have nothing of importance to say, I figured that I might as well write something.
Life is just that, and nothing more.
Moments are meant to come and go.
Asking why your feelings hurt is pretty damn dumb IMO.
Would anyone really want to live forever?
Does anyone ever want to really die young?

I am writting a screenplay, because I haven't got enough things to do inf the first place, right? I don't know why I'm writing the damn thing, but I am. It's crap, I know that and I only written a few pages. That can't be a good thing, can it? I've been lazy in updating my world, but slowly it's getting there. I still have much to do.

What do you mean, 'what's my problem'?

Marsha

current mood: devious
current music: "She's Come Undone" The Guess Who
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Sunday, May 25th, 2003
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10:55 pm - Please, Please, Please... eh, nevermind.
There is an ant crawling up my wall, and I am not sure what to do about it. Well, it's not bothering me, so I will leave it alone... For now. So... Um... Yeah... Summers in almost here. Uh, Yay! I don't have any major summer plans. Other than being trapped in this hot ass house, I'm keeping and schedule loose. Why am I writing. I have nothing to say, but it's been like three months, I just thought I ought to. So I've written, and now I am done.

"No it's not okay! Who the hell told you it was?"

current mood: hyper
current music: "Dream On"-- Areosmith
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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9:30 am - How does that old saying go?
Nevermind. I guess I didn't need to know that. I am in a really good mood, and I am afraid it won't last... NOT a chance. I've worked on my site. YAY ME! It's coming along nicely, I created a whole new look, and stuff like that. I don't even know why I am writing. I have nothing to say. Well, nothing anyone wants to hear. I can live with that. I'm okay with silence, really I am. Silence doesn't affect me. Silence is a good thing. Silence is a good thing? Whatever. I am more than okay with just being... Being what? Just being. If it doesn't make sense, don't worry. It's not supposed to. I like being vague.

~Marsha

"Until next we meet, brush your f**king teeth!"

current mood: amused
current music: Nothing Compares to You
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Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
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1:15 pm - Worthless I am.
It's been another one of those days. When will it end? Hell if I know.

Hello, I'm Worthless, and you are?

Apparently it doesn't matter what I do. If I do something, if I do nothing, the outcome is still the same. If I only knew this sooner. I could have saved myself a lot of gottdamned work! But it doesn't matter. I keep forgeting that. Silly me. Tomorrow will be the same as today, reguardless. Yesterday was shit, I should have know today wouldn't be any different. The way things have been going, I am ready to end this year right now. Wake me for 2004! No seriously. I am really tired of being worthless. Tired of feeling like my whole "being" means nothing to the world. And that nothing would change with or without me. Days like this make me question everything... And the answer is always the same.

~Worthless.

"Why bother, nothing changes."

current mood: depressed
current music: (Nothing) Music has no meaning to the worthless.
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Saturday, January 25th, 2003
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5:19 pm - Just as Yesterday was, and Tomorrow will be, Today is Nothing...
I'm in a fowl mood!

I don't really know why, and I'm not sure I care. I just don't want to bother being nice, or even pretending I'm not upset. Bitchy would be a good way to discribe my mind set. Bitchy, yup. That basically sums it up. I feel like I could spit fire if I wanted to. But that would really take far to much engery. Let's hope tomorrow is a better day. If not for me, then for the souls and sanity of those around me.


~Marsha

Even if I could, I wouldn't. Does that make Me wrong?

current mood: bitchy
current music: "Limp"- Fionna Apple
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Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
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11:07 am - That could work...
Okay, I'm feeling very proud of myself today.

I have nothing to do online. No, it's a good thing. Usually I have mountains the things that need to be finished. Not today. I finished updated most of my sites. And the rest don't need updated. So I have the rest of the day to try and find something to do. I should write. I've been majorly neglecting my writing. Yeah, maybe I'll write a scene or two. But for what? I mean the possibilities are limited. Yes I know what I wrote.

I'll find something, eventually. Until next time.

Instead of trying to "be real". lets working on "Really Being" Words to grow on.

~Marsha

current mood: accomplished
current music: "No One Knows" Queens of the StoneAge
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Monday, January 20th, 2003
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11:42 pm - Rainy Days, Snow Falls, Silent Thunder.
Ever have one of those days? The kind of day that just doesn't make sense, no matter what you try to do. It just drones on, and on. Until it finally ends... If only it were that easy. Those days never end, they just pour into the next day! And before you know it, you're asking yourself if you ever had one of those years...

What does any of this mean? Nothing. Life isn't always about meaning. Sometimes it's just about BE-ing.

current mood: bored
current music: "When I'm Gone" 3doors down